My name is Johnny Carsweeper. Contrary to what it may suggest, I
have never swept a car in my life, not even my own (a mustang). I
live in apartment 610 in the Crestfallen Village Apartment Complex, directly
across from my office in the Megalom Corp. Building. Between these
two buildings lies a road. It is Bee’s Knee’s Avenue. This
is all stale stuff, you know. I think by now my name has been committed
to your memory, so I will mention it not.
Today as I crossed Bee’s
Knee’s Avenue on my way to work, I passed an ordinary man. Perhaps
the most extraordinary creature in America: the ordinary man. What
lies beneath the white button-down shirt and the clever tie? Every
day I open my closet to see my shirt, pants, and tie staring at me, completely
empty. It is up to me to fill them up with myself.
It was a nice walk to my
office, all bells and whistles. The bells were the chime of the elevator
(bing!) and the whistles came from me. I may have whistled while
walking to work, but it’s become such a habit that I don’t notice when
I do it. Stella does. She thinks it’s annoying.
When I arrived at Stella’s
desk, she was dressed all nice and even had on some reading glasses.
“Nice specs,” I said.
“Thanks,” she said.
“I have a present for you. It’s waiting in your office.”
“Do you want to show
it to me?” I asked.
“No, it’s a surprise.
I think you’ll like it.”
“You mean you don’t
want to see the look on my face when I see my big surprise?”
Stella made no reply.
She just looked up at me, rather smugly, and shook her head.
“Go,” she said, making
shooing motions.
“OK, OK.”
My door had a nameplate
that read “Johnathan Carsweeper. Development Team.” Underneath
my nice official nameplate was a sticker I had purchased myself from the
W.A.S.T.E website. It was a yellow biohazard sign. W.A.S.T.E
is a UK-based Radiohead company that sells Radiohead merchandise.
Good for Radiohead.
I slowly, but casually,
walked into my office, without whistling. I did not know what to
expect. The first thing I saw was a big red ribbon around my fish
tank. Very funny, I thought, that was already there. The contents,
however, had changed. Instead of brightly colored tropical fish swimming
about inside, there was a big, ugly brown lobster. I briefly wondered
where all the fish had gone to, and I saw the remains of the last one in
the claws of my new lobster.
“Hey,” I said, opening
the door to my office, “that’s not funny. I could get in trouble
for it killing the fish.”
“It killed the other
fish?” Stella asked. She looked genuinely shocked.
“Yes, um. It’s
a lobster. It eats fish. You didn’t think of that?”
“Shut up.” Now
she looked embarrassed and offended. I’d made a fool of her in front
of absolutely no one but the two of us.
I grinned. I
also laughed.
Stella got up from
her desk and pushed me into my office, then closed the door behind her.
“Don’t make fun of
me,” she said. She looked pissed.
“I’m sorry,” I said,
“I just think it’s funny you thought the lobster would be living in harmony
with the other fish. ‘Oh, here you go Mister Lobster,’” I said in
a funny voice, “’meet your new fishy friends! Now place nice!’”
I made silly motions with my hands to indicate that I was supposed to be
Stella.
“Shut up, I said!”
Stella half-laughed. She was trying not to smile but now she couldn’t
help it. She pushed me again, this time really hard. I fell
backward and flat onto my back. It knocked the wind out of me.
“Jesus Christ,” I
said, “push me down a flight of stairs.”
“Are you OK?”
I tried to get up
but couldn’t find the strength to. I tried again, but found it difficult
to move.
“Are you OK?”
Stella looked a bit worried.
“No.”
“Shit, what’d you
do?”
“What did I do?
What did you do! You knocked me over and hurt my back! I can’t
get up!”
“Oh my God, I’m so
sorry.” This time Stella looked deeply worried.
“Saying sorry won’t
help. Call somebody.”
“Who do I call?”
I thought maybe an ambulance would help, but I felt embarrassed.
“Call Martha.”
I don’t know why I said that.
“Who?”
“Martha Morioka.
Look her number up in the directory.”
Being a secretary,
Stella did what I told her to. While looking up the number, though,
she asked me, “Why Martha Morioka? Who is she?”
“We’re sort of friends.
We hung out that one night that Phil Pennington dumped your friend.”
“You went out with
Martha?” Stella had an accusing look on her face and she had no right
to.
“No, we just had a
few drinks.”
“Johnny, that’s a
date, you son of a bitch.”
“It was not!
Can’t I have a few drinks with a friend? What’s wrong with that?”
I was lying on the floor, unable to move, and this was not a good time
for an argument with Stella.
“I can’t believe you.”
Stella got up from my desk, walked out the door, and shut it behind her.
“Wait! Stella!”
I shouted. I was desperate and stuck to the floor. “Come back!”
It’s too bad she ignored
me. It’s too bad she overreacted.
I must have been on
the floor for a few hours before someone finally came into my office.
It was Martha herself.
By then I had managed
to roll myself around, but if I tried getting up, I would feel intense
pain in my back. So I was pretty much stuck on the floor.
“Oh my God!”
Martha put her hands to her mouth in horror. “Are you OK?”
“No,” I said, “I think
I broke my back.”
“You what?”
“Actually, Stella
broke it. And she put a lobster in my fish tank.”
“Here, let me help
you up.” Martha, being a Good Samaritan, walked over to help me up.
However, sitting up caused intense pain and I would lie back down.
“Come on, get up,
damn it,” Martha said. “I don’t care how much it hurts. You’ve
got to get up.”
After a brief fit
of struggling, I was sitting up and in serious pain.
“Now stand up.”
“I can’t. You’ve
got to help me.”
Martha took my hands
and pulled me up. More pain. Oh, the pain. It was in
my upper back.
“Come on, now, let’s
get you to a doctor.”
“But what about my
work?”
“It’s six o’clock,
Johnny. Work’s over.”
I must have been on
the floor longer than I thought. The whole work day in fact.
Jesus Christ, push me down a flight of stairs.
“Where’s Stella?”
I asked.
“Not here…” Martha
looked at me funny. “Did she do that to you?”
I was embarrassed
to say. “Um…”
“Why did she hurt
you?”
I was more embarrassed.
Embarrassed-er. “It’s a long story,” I said, trailing off.
“Well,” Martha said,
“I’m taking you to the emergency room. You can tell me on the way.”
I leaned my head back,
as if to say “why me?” and felt an intense pain in my upper back again.
Martha, merciful Martha,
took me to the parking garage via the elevator and not via the stairs.
She had a Toyota Camry and it was white. Hanging from her rearview
mirror was a small Barbie doll (presumably from a McDonalds happy meal)
that had its hair cut short and colored green. Its clothes (a shirt
and a short skirt) had been colored black. It was a punk Barbie.
In the passenger seat was a big old pile of papers and folders, and Martha
threw them in the backseat with complete disregard. They spilled
about back there and she didn’t seem to care.
“Can you get in OK?”
she asked.
I tried. “Ow,”
I said, “I’m trying.” After much effort, I was in.
Martha walked around
to the driver’s side…and climbed in. She reached over and put my
seatbelt on me.
“No, thanks,” I said,
“I think I’m about ready to die now.”
“Any last words, Mister
Misery?”
“No, not really.”
“How about you tell
me your story now?”
I got embarrassed
again. “I really don’t want to talk about it. No offense to
you, but I’m just embarrassed.”
“Come on, Johnny-boy,
we’re buddies, right? You can tell me anything. Besides, what
are you gonna tell the doctor?”
Martha seemed to be
rather skilled at making valid points.
“Alright,” I said,
“I got to my office. Stella was outside and said she’d got me a present.”
“Your secretary gets
you presents?”
“Well, we’re dating.”
“Oh God, Johnny, do
you have to give in to stereotypes?”
“I knew her before
she was my secretary.”
“But still, you could
find someone that makes you sound more…not-stereotyped.”
“OK,” I said, “can
I go on?”
“Yeah, sorry.
Please do.”
“Well, she said I
had to go in alone to find my present. It was a lobster in my fish
tank and it had eaten the other fish.
“I went back out to
tell her it wasn’t funny cos I could get in trouble for the lobster eating
the company-supplied-fish and she got all surprised that the lobster ate
the fish. I thought it was funny how she didn’t think the lobster
would eat the fish and she got all angry at me cos she thought I was making
fun of her. So she pushed me into my office and shut the door behind
her. I went along with it and made fun of her more and she pushed
me even harder, and that’s when I fell on my back.” I paused for
effect.
“Is that it?
Your story can’t just end there. What did she do after that, pin
your arms back and pinch your nose?”
“No,” I laughed, “she
got all worried and asked what she could do.”
“And you didn’t call
for an ambulance because…?”
“Because I didn’t
think it was serious.”
“Well, it’s serious,
Johnny-boy. Go on.”
“OK. The first
name that pops up in my head is yours.”
“Aw, that’s sweet.
You barely know me.”
“Yeah, yeah.
Well, she didn’t know who you are and wanted to. I told her we’d
had a few drinks at Gus’ Drinky a while ago and she totally flipped.
She thought it was a date.”
“I sort of thought
it was too, but you know, whatever. We’re just buddies, aren’t we?”
“Yeah, that’s what
I thought. Anyway, Stella got all bitchy and just walked out my office
and she probably left the building too. So I was on my back the whole
goddamn day.”
“Wow, write a book
about it.”
“’Johnny’s Spine.’
I don’t think so. I just want the pain to go away.”
“So does this mean
you and Stella have broken up?”
This was a sort of
nosy question, but I think Martha already felt she could ask me anything…after
all, she’d said I can tell her anything. What a buddy.
“You know, I was actually
thinking about that the other night. I remember talking to her that
night you and I met at Gus’ Drinky, we were supposed to have a date, and
I asked at one point: ‘aren’t we in love?’ and she said ‘who said anything
about love?’ That sort of got to me.”
“I’m sorry to hear
that.”
“So was I. But
you know, maybe Stella’s not the right woman for me.”
“Well, don’t be in
a hurry to fall in love.”
“I’m only in a hurry
to get myself rid of this pain in my back.”
“I know. We’re
almost there.”
There was a pause,
since the conversation had run dry. Then I exercised my curiosity.
“Why did you come
to my office?”
“Oh, well I got an
e-mail from Stella saying that you want me to stop by your office sometime
today, preferably on my way out.”
“I can’t believe she
got that angry. That’s some serious overreacting, you know?”
“No kidding.”
The conversation had
run dry again.
The emergency room
was great. Just kidding. It was boring and painful, but mostly
because of my back. I spent about half an hour filling out forms
saying I had insurance and other stuff and then I had to see a doctor to
confirm that I was really hurt. Big surprise: I was hurt! Well,
after that it was x-ray time. It turns out I had a broken right shoulder
blade. So I would be able to walk again, but I had to wear a sling
and a neck brace. Martha said I looked like I’d been beat up.
I told her I had been.